Ciel paused for a moment, as if in deep thought as he gazed down at the ground with his singular eye. Eventually, Ciel spoke.
"The need for revenge is a funny thing. It won't bring the deceased back from the dead, nor will it bring them happiness. I didn't contract my soul to Sebastian for my parents' sake." Glancing back up to Teresa, Ciel would make eye contact before speaking yet again.
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"I did it for myself. I want to find the people responsible for what happened, and I want to make them experience the same pain and humiliation that I suffered. Contracting the help of a demon was the only way to fulfill this goal."
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“I can’t really say I find your decision to be the best choice either,” Joshua chimed in, agreeing with Teresa. “But perhaps in your world there are limited options for finding the people you wish to make suffer. And I suppose it is commendable that you have the strength to go through with what you done. Many people would be afraid to even think of a demon let along actually make a contract with one. It’s something I personally never could’ve done, even when I was a powerless human.”
Unlike Teresa, Joshua would not suggest that Ciel let go of his revenge. The boy had already contracted himself to the demon and had made his choice. Whether or not he chose to let go, he would still lose his soul eventually. He may as well lose his soul actually doing something that he personally felt would give his life meaning. But still, there was...
“Hm, well, what happens to Elizabeth when you give up your soul? I imagine she’ll be deviatated...”
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Ciel would glance over to Elizabeth, who was quietly smiling as she painted her "weapons" in bright shades of pink, before turning back to Joshua.
"Elizabeth's life is none of my concern. She'll simply have to move on, I suppose. The world is never kind to anyone. If it was, there would be no death, no war, no mass starvation, no pain, no suffering... all of which are necessities for a growing society."
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As Ciel explained his situation, Teresa was silent, the various emotions on her face still proving to be a knotted mess. She listened intently, not uttering a word until the boy had finished, and only gave a nod even then. Eventually, she did speak, if somewhat stoically. "...Well, what's done is done. If that's really what you want, go for it. I can't blame you for having a goal and chasing it."
Even if she felt it was painful to hear of.
Perhaps she would have said more, but before she knew it, Ciel was dragged off by his friend to dance. It almost soothed her, seeing how the interaction went, but she couldn't feel at ease even with that. Instead, all she could do was sigh, shaking her head and glancing down at the toy sword in her hand. This whole thing was just fucked up.
"...It's kinda not the right time, but if they want to dance, let them. They're kids; let them act like it," she mused to Joshua. Sure, it wasn't only kids partaking, but still. These people were not all like her or Joshua. They likely had normal lives, or at least an ability to relax. "Macy's right. Things will be okay."
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