On the way to work, Alec texted Claire. He was a little awkward at first. What did one say to their new girlfriend? Then he realized it didn't have to be weird, and he tried to sound natural in his texts. It was hard to believe last night was real, but it was! And it was awesome. He did put his phone on vibrate and resolved to not use it at work.
Xander watched Alec disappear into the store, but he did not immediately pull away from the curb. A quiet, intrusive thought snuck into his mind. How long until he disappears from your life completely? There's little enough time together already. He'll want to spend time with his girlfriend. Then a wife. Then kids. Days will go by and you'll never talk. Then weeks. Then months. Years. Xander shook his head as if to physically dislodge the thoughts. That was part of growing up. Siblings did not stay in each other's pockets for life. That was unhealthy and weird. They could stay connected. It was up to both of them to keep it going, but he could not imagine a logical world where they actually did go years without some sort of connection. Maybe not seeing each other in person all the time, depending on where life took them, but technology existed. They'd stay in touch somehow, some way. Xander could make sure of that much, at least. He had to be there when - if - Alec's heart got broken again.
Finally, he pulled away from the curb and headed back home, arriving in a timely manner and kicking off his shoes, trying not to dwell in the melancholy mood that had followed him home.