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Wraith
Dark raised his cup and tapped Daizi's glass so she knew to do it too. "Best two years so far," He said, which was for him extremely optimistic.
Watching them all with their glasses held in the air, Ivy picked up her little sippy-cup and held it up with them. In response, Dark gently clinked his cup against hers and said, "You are only just learning what a second year is like, my darling." Then he clinked his cup to the rest of theirs and took a sip.
Sitting there that morning, listening to the sound of glasses being tapped together, to her sons affirm how glad their time with her had been, and to her husband express something rather like hope, made Daizi beam while simultaneously making her heart squeeze in her chest. This was it, she knew, the family she had been hoping for all these long years. It wasn't a new realization, her sons carried her surname now, but it still... Even though she didn't have wild and unpredictable hormones anymore, being able to sit amongst her baby daughter, her older sons, and her husband, all of whom, despite catastrophes and struggles mental and otherwise, could sit together on a cold day and enjoy breakfast overwhelmed her with joy and stabbed her into a deep, unhealed wound.
Daizi tried to play it cool while she took a sip of her juice, but she loved everyone at her table so much and she felt so deeply, deeply grateful. She got to be their Mama. And she had to turn her face in towards Dark's shoulder to obscure how hearing her boys say their time with them were the best of their lives filled her eyes with tears. It was too precious, this moment and every other moment with them, to feel any other way. This, she knew, was what loving to the point of bursting was. Dark didn't even look down at her before he shifted to have his arm around her.
Watching them all with their glasses held in the air, Ivy picked up her little sippy-cup and held it up with them. In response, Dark gently clinked his cup against hers and said, "You are only just learning what a second year is like, my darling." Then he clinked his cup to the rest of theirs and took a sip.
Sitting there that morning, listening to the sound of glasses being tapped together, to her sons affirm how glad their time with her had been, and to her husband express something rather like hope, made Daizi beam while simultaneously making her heart squeeze in her chest. This was it, she knew, the family she had been hoping for all these long years. It wasn't a new realization, her sons carried her surname now, but it still... Even though she didn't have wild and unpredictable hormones anymore, being able to sit amongst her baby daughter, her older sons, and her husband, all of whom, despite catastrophes and struggles mental and otherwise, could sit together on a cold day and enjoy breakfast overwhelmed her with joy and stabbed her into a deep, unhealed wound.
Daizi tried to play it cool while she took a sip of her juice, but she loved everyone at her table so much and she felt so deeply, deeply grateful. She got to be their Mama. And she had to turn her face in towards Dark's shoulder to obscure how hearing her boys say their time with them were the best of their lives filled her eyes with tears. It was too precious, this moment and every other moment with them, to feel any other way. This, she knew, was what loving to the point of bursting was. Dark didn't even look down at her before he shifted to have his arm around her.