As dinner ended, the twins headed up to get ready for bed. They were quiet as they went through their usual evening routine, avoiding each other as much as they could, but there was only so much they could do when they shared the same bathroom. They sat on the edges of their beds, carefully not looking at each other.
Finally, Alec spoke. "Sorry. For before."
Xander shrugged awkwardly. "Me too. You're just... trying to help."
"But not everything can be fixed by optimism," Alec sighed.
"I wish it could be, but... optimism isn't... the worst," Xander mumbled, reddening slightly. "It's kind of better than, you know, constant darkness."
Alec moved over and sat next to him. "But it's okay to be you. I'd never want you to be anyone but you as long as you were happy. Somehow."
Xander put his arm around Alec, and Alec leaned into him in silence. They stayed that way until they laid down to sleep.