How Green Becomes Wood

"I wish I knew..." Dark commented, glancing up at the vase, "I hope it is an animal. I do not think, if my wife died, and I learned someone was intentionally destroying something I used to memorialize her, that I would be able to be as calm as he is. I can imagine few things less noble."
 
"I agree." Tristan glanced toward the door, but no customers seemed to be coming in, so he took the quiet time to chat a little. "Speaking of your wife, how is she? Ivy, I see, is growing big and beautiful. How is Daizi doing? I think you mentioned she is back to work now?"
 
"She is doing well," Dark replied, the subtlest glimmer of pride and delight in his eyes, "She works from home, but she is back to work. She actually has been for a while, now, but I think it is picking up. There is some project she keeps mentioning, but does not say much about it. I think it probably just is not in a place where she is satisfied, but she is brilliant, and I know she will be comfortable with it soon. She always figures it out."
 
Tristan leaned back in his chair and watched Dark as he talked. He was slowly starting to be able to catch glimmers of Dark's expressions. As someone who had always been quick to read people, it frustrated him how little he could read off of Dark, but it was also a delightful challenge! He knew part of the reason why he couldn't read Dark was because they never spent time together. Perhaps these three days would be a good opportunity. Not that he really saw Dark as family yet, either, but he did desire to at least be on friendly terms with the giant looking after the sons of his brother. It was something else to see how much Dark clearly loved his wife. He rarely saw that in couples, especially those of a more middle age. Young ones and old ones, yes, but rarely the ones in the middle.

"Does she enjoy working from home? Will that be something she stays with, or do you think she misses the office?" Tristan asked.
 
Dark hummed, looking down at his wedding ring adoringly, "I think she misses it. She does not miss the commute, but being able to speak to her coworkers directly when something catches her attention or when they're collaborating on something is hard to replicate at home, and some of the technology she has to use at home is less accessible than she would hope." He turned his head slightly to the side, "I will miss being able to spend all day with her, though. It is nice that when she needs a break she paces across the house to me. And it is nice to be able to bother her."
 
Having someone bother him while he was trying to work didn't sound great to Tristan, but, then again, he had never had a relationship even close to what Dark and Daizi had. Perhaps it was different for them. Maybe it would be nice to have someone stop in the shop to say hello and remind him that there was another person who was genuinely interested in his well being, but not while while he was making a terrarium. That was practically a zen time for him and relied on a lot of fine detail. But that was what expressing boundaries was for. Provided they were willing to respect those boundaries.

Tristan shook off the thoughts and remarked, "That must be really nice for you both, though I can understand missing the personal connection. What about you? Will you be happy staying home? Alec mentioned you were considering being a stay at home father."
 
In fact, Daizi found it nice when Dark would poke his head in while she worked. Often he'd bring a snack in, or Ivy, and he always knew when she was in a meeting so didn't bother her then. But it was especially fun when Ivy was asleep, and he'd sneak up behind her, and they'd tease each other. There was nothing better than teasing each other, the subtext was electric. He'd miss having that in the middle of the day.

Questions about his own plans, though, were more difficult. "I am a stay-at-home father now, I quit my job as a teacher over the summer. It was a difficult decision to make, but I love my daughter. I could not cope with the thought of her being in day care or home with a nanny five days a week during the most foundational time in her life. But when I think about the future: I am not sure. I also truly did value teaching. Inshalla, I will stay home until she begins school. Time will tell, beyond then." As he spoke, he went into his pocket to pull open another picture of Ivy, feeling very strongly the pictures spoke for themselves.
 
"She is a very cute baby," Tristan agreed, both because it was true and because he had no idea what else to say. If they were closer, even actual coworkers, or perhaps a customer, he would fee more comfortable cooing over Ivy's picture, but Dark was still a relative stranger and not a customer. Dark was in a strange new zone that had no name.

Tristan had never seen anyone so devoted to their child, man or woman. Devoted, yes, of course, but not to this degree. His most common exposure to the world of parents and children was that of parents speaking of how much they loved their children and wanted to spend more time with them on one hand while then turning around and then saying all the negatives about having children and trying to spend as little time with them as possible. That had always left him feeling sad and sorry for the children. There were parents who exemplified exactly how much they did care about their children and practically radiated love, but they were not pulling out pictures to show someone multiple times (maybe once) and looking at the the shared pictures with open longing when away from them. Dark's actions left Tristan feeling uncomfortable but also wistful. Having a father like that... either Ivy was going to grow up horribly spoiled or one of the best-mannered children in the world and fully confident because she knew she had the love of a mother and father backing her every move. That was a privilege she'd never understand she had.

The door opened, and Tristan pulled his mind away from such melancholy thoughts and back to work as he greeted the two young girls that entered the store. They wanted to browse for a bit, though they said they knew what they wanted, and they spent most of their time watching Dark. They finally made their purchases and hurried away, whispering and giggling as they went. Not long after, more girls and young women started gradually trickling into the store.
 
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"I do not believe there is a cuter one." Dark replied, satisfied with the comment. Then, he simply went back to cleaning, taking special care to dust the areas Tristan could not see, and Alec would likely have missed, even while on a stepladder.

He did not notice the way the first two girls, nor any subsequent ones stared at him, acknowledging them with little more than the occasional nod, because he was working, and looking very nice between the fabric of his shirt.
 
Tristan did notice, and he was highly amused, especially since he could tell Dark did not notice. He remained polite and professional throughout it all, a tiny bit happy that for once he wasn't the one attracting the stares.

As the last of the current group of female ogglers left, Tristan checked the time. "You have about fifteen minutes left on the clock. Would you be willing to go through the flower displays and take out any that look to be past their prime? Some I can revive, and others are simply too old and ready to move on."
 
"It would be no problem," Dark replied, setting about his task easily. This was work Daizi would enjoy, he thought, sorting things through. And it was a simple enough task, and he liked sorting. Once he was finished, he returned to Tristan with the ones he had collected and told him, with his normal unreadable face, "Did you know, when Josef Mengele was in hiding following the end of the Holocaust, he was living on a farm and was tasked to sort the potatoes between what would be animal feed and what would be humans, and he was, apparently, quite proficient at it."
 
"I did not know that," Tristan admitted, taking the flowers. He looked them over with care, sorting the ones he could save and the ones he could not. "I am afraid I do no know who that was. Was he a part of the Nazi party since he was hiding after the Holocaust?" He set the flowers aside and pulled out the paper to make a mark for when Dark finished his work.
 
Dark looked at Tristan for a few moments, trying to figure out how to explain Josef Mengele to someone with no familiarity of who he was. Taking a calculated breath, Dark asked, "Are you okay hearing about a bleak crime against humanity? Even in terms of Nazis, his crimes are grim, and he was never punished."
 
"Ah, one of those types," Tristan said dryly. "I will look him up late in my own time. Thank you, though. Would you like a flower to take home to Daizi? Pick whichever one you like. Tell her it is a thank you from me for lending you to me. You were a great help."
 
"It is likely for the best." Dark replied with a nod. Explaining the Angel of Death in the middle of a flower shop didn't seem like the best impression to leave. "Thank you. I would be glad to bring her home a flower, she adores them."

He took a bit of time looking through the options before picking the moodiest flower with the best scents he could fine. Then, after thanking Tristan again, he said, "I will see you tomorrow." before taking the flower and driving home.
 
Tristan watched Dark go and started slowly closing up the shop. There was still over an hour before the shop closed for the day, but there was plenty he could do to start closing up. He wondered what Dark would have said if he'd admitted that his father was an ardent denier of the holocaust, and thus Tristan had blatantly ignored a large part of history while growing up. Tristan had only recently (comparatively to most people) begun to understand the true horrors of what that meant. It was not really a conversation he wanted to have. The door opened, an three young women walked in, looking hopeful and then disappointed when they realized the good-looking giant was no longer in the shop. They still each bought a single flower.

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[I totally did not forget to write this in greater detail earlier]

Xander had already finished up his therapy session, and he had a lot to think about as he drove home. Of course, his therapist had spotted the anger he was holding from a mile away and had told him to run a lap around the corral before getting close to a horse. He'd accepted without argument, used to this technique. It worked rather well for him because the corral was made of loose dirt, not hardened or anything else easy to run on, and that meant it was a lot harder to run, equalling more energy spent. One lap around the corral was worth three runs around an equal-sized area with solid ground. That meant that while he was still angry, it was a lot easier to focus and try to channel his energy to more productive things. His therapist had a few good points about his problem with Milo and Alec, too, but did assure him he could be as angry as he wanted. She did warn him to be careful not to let that anger fester. It could sit, if he needed it to, but it did need to be dealt with. It was okay to even create new boundaries with his brother, and it might take time to properly deal with the anger, but it did need to eventually be dealt with. He promised to think about it and headed home after cleaning the stalls.

He got home before Dark, and as usual, went straight for a shower. He came back down to do his homework and greeted Ivy as usual, but he still could not bring himself to let her touch even his hand. He was wearing long pants and a long-sleeved shirt to avoid accidental skin-to-skin contact, as well. It was easier through fabric, though still not something he liked.

Alec had spent his time doing homework, cleaning his room, and then doing a few other chores around the house. When Xander got home, Alec's greeting still went unacknowledged. Alec hung around, keeping his distance, watching Xander quietly, trying desperately to think of something, anything, to make this better.
 
Luckily, when Xander came home, Daizi was holding Ivy, so there was no risk of her touching him. "How was therapy?" She asked. As always, she wasn't seeking specifics, she just liked to check in. Of course she noticed Xander wasn't talking to Alec, but didn't want to bring it up when he had just gotten home. She knew they had been fighting yesterday, and wanted to give it a bit of time to resolve before trying to fix it.
 
"It was alright. Talked a lot. Met a new horse today that seems to like me, but he does try to nip. It's like a game to him," Xander reported. "Also, Big John is doing better."
 
"Yep," Xander assured her. "Daisy won't go anywhere without him, and he won't move without Daisy. Makes for some interesting times, but they're doing really well. You should come sometime and see him again."
 
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