How Green Becomes Wood

Daizi was a bit surprised, but listened closely to Alec's apology, lightly laying her hand against his upper arm as he spoke, "Thank you for apologizing. I was never really upset with you, and I'm sorry if I made you feel that way. It's... difficult, being in my situation right now. I've never been treated like everyone else was, and now..." She shrugged, rubbing her thumb against Alec's arm, "You don't have to do anything to prove to me that you love me, habibi. I know that you do. Really. And, for what it's worth... You do make my life easier. Before you and your brother came to us, we split all of the household chores between myself and Dark. Now they're split four ways, you literally cut our chores in half. So you don't have to worry about that, okay?"
 
"Oh, I know I dont have to give anything back, it's not like a transaction," Alec hastily assured her. "I just want to. Like giving a gift. I'm glad that at least the chores are easier now, truly. I just... always want to do more, but I'm not sure what to do, and I fret that you are giving me - us - too much because you love us.
 
"I couldn't possibly give you too much, you or Xander. When you love someone like I love you, you can't give too much, as long as the giving doesn't hurt you, and doing what I've done for you doesn't hurt me at all." She smiled warmly, still holding onto his arm, "When this baby comes, and I treat her like I treat you and your brother, will you worry if I'm giving her too much because of my love? Because if not... I hope you can learn to recognize you are being treated exactly as you deserve."
 
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Alec chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck. He wondered if she saw the irony in her wanting him to see that he was being treated exactly how he deserved to be treated was exactly what he'd been trying to tell her last night, but he decided against bringing it up. It wasn't needed. "Maybe one day," he said simply. "Babies are different because they are so tiny and helpless, but I'll try to help you help her, because I'll love her, too."

"This is all very sweet, but I'm hungry," Xander interrupted. "Can we have a nice, loving conversation over some breakfast?"

"You're always hungry, and often rude," Alec pointed out.

"At least I'm consistent!" Xander said cheerfully.
 
"I'm glad you'll love her," Daizi said softly, sitting down to eat while Dark gave Xander a look for interrupting the conversation, "She can see, you know. Or at least, she can see better than I can. We tested it last night--Alec, you should probably eat or cover your ears, or find a way to do both--that's what the flashlight was for, her eyes are developed enough to perceive light. So she won't be blind like me."

"But she will still be Daizi's daughter so... We are going to need all the help we can get," Dark teased, and Daizi scowled at him, which really only amused him more.

The rest of that day, week, and weekend were otherwise unremarkable, and then Monday came around. It was only the first day of her 23rd week, so she didn't personally feel much different than she had the day before, although the personal milestone of managing to stay pregnant for an entire additional week was more exciting to Daizi than her actual birthday was. Birthdays she had experienced before--23 weeks? Never. The second half of her pregnancy felt infinitely more exciting than the first half, because it was all new and uncharted and it really felt like this eggplant sized person inside of her (who, apparently, was gearing up to double in size over the next month) was going to be a person she'd get to meet. Dark, meanwhile, had gone through the weekend with a mild sense of panic, because he had been doing the readings too, and one of the websites directed him to a "How Prepared Are You?" quiz, and the answer was--not very prepared at all. But another website said the baby could start hearing his voice, now, if he spoke close to Daizi's belly. When he tried to verify it, he saw conflicting information, but just in case, on that very first day (after taking the time to say good morning and shower her with love and affection and birthday wishes), he lay down on his stomach, and while gently caressing her bump, took the time to give his love and affection to his baby, too.

Daizi sighed, finding the moment sweet (if a bit amusing, since Dark, despite his naturally very deep voice, put on a lilting baby-voice to talk to their fetus), and ran her fingers through his hair until he was content. As always, she reported on the movements, since annoyingly, he still hadn't been able to feel anything. Soon, hopefully, soon. Daizi swore it would be soon. Of course, Dark trusted her implicitly. He doubted the baby. Some websites said between 20 and 24 weeks. Others said between 28 and 32 weeks. And although he was normally very patient, he felt like he had been waiting since he was in his twenties. But at least he could speak to her, now, and he planned to do it often. At least every morning when he woke up, and every night before he went to bed. Sometimes what Declan had said about men being able to just walk away and forget still rung in his ears. That would never be him.

Eventually, Daizi had to simply shove him away and order him downstairs while she got ready for work, knowing he was too excited about this new development to leave her side otherwise. Not that she wanted him to leave her side. And not that he wanted to leave hers. But unfortunately, even though it was her birthday, she still had places to be... But so did he, and the twins, so putting up a show of being disappointed, her kissed her and slipped downstairs.

The moment the door was closed, he assumed a completely different affectation to what he had with her, because as he walked into the kitchen, he knew the plot he and the twins had put together was ready to be set in motion.
 
The twins did not have nearly the loving and gentle morning. That morning or ever. This Monday morning, they rolled out of bed as usual, groaned and complained as usual, and started getting ready for the day, as usual. Unlike Dark, they brushed their teeth after breakfast, so they traipsed down yawning and rubbing their eyes. Halfway down, they remembered what day it was. Their eyes lit up, and they went scampering the rest of the way down to meet Dark.

"You've made all the arrangements, right?" Alec asked Dark before even saying good morning.

"Of course he has. He's him," Xander pointed out. "Now, chill! We can't give it away."
 
"I did yes," Dark agreed, speaking in a quiet tone, not at all offended by Xander's comment, because it was true: Dark was a highly specific, hyper focused man, and he got things done, "and now she is getting ready for work, so we have to hurry and get breakfast started. Xander, will you help me? And Alec, you can start the tea and pour juice, if you will. We should give her the presents before she leaves." He didn't need to explain why, he figured, although even if the twins didn't understand, he knew they'd listen, "Or one of you can go snip flowers from the garden?"

Upstairs, Daizi was taking a quick shower, her hair covered in a shower cap so it stayed dry. Normally, she took showers at night, but it was her birthday, and she knew how worked up Dark got about it. In fact, she was pretty sure he cared more about it than she did, and because of that, she made sure to take an extra long time getting ready. Just so he didn't have to rush to get everything together.
 
"On it," Xander said, coming up beside Dark to help him with breakfast, moving with now practiced ease. He still wasn't anywhere near Dark's level, but he was steadily getting better each time.

"I'll get the water going for the tea and then go get flowers," Alec promised. He hurriedly got the kettle heating up and, in an amazing moment of foresight, set up the vase with water before grabbing the scissors and heading outside. He took great care in his selections, choosing only the best and trying to mix the colors properly even if Daizi couldn't see them. Different colors also meant different shapes and smells. He returned just in time for the kettle to start threatening to whistle. He placed the flowers in their vase and then rescued the water, pouring out the tea and juice while Dark and Xander worked.
 
"I bet the first day you got into my car, you never anticipated you would be helping to make breakfast for my wife's birthday," Dark remarked. More and more, recently, as Xander helped him cook, Dark would step back to guide him, only stepping in to actively help if there seemed to be an issue, or a step was particularly tricky, but on this day, it was necessary everything be excellent.

He glanced over his shoulder, "The flowers look nice. She will like them a lot, I think."

Daizi came to linger on the stairs, wondering if it was time for her to come down, or if they would panic that she was there too soon.
 
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"I never thought I'd ben helping make anyone birthday breakfast ever," Xander agreed, "and I certainly never thought I'd ever in a million years get attached to a teacher." He smirked at Dark. "It must be that marshmallow heart getting all sticky. We got stuck to it and can't get loose."

Alec smiled in satisfaction and turned the vase slightly. "Breakfast smells so good! She must be nearly ready to come down. Are you ready for her?"
 
"I do not have a marshmallow heart," Dark frowned, as if he hadn't spent the morning talking to his unborn baby and planning how to make his wife happy. But even so, marshmallow was not the stuff he deemed himself made of. More like a steel fortress with one, private, tightly locked, warm corner. To Alec he said, "I suppose I must be, she has work today so we still need to keep to our schedule."

From the stairs, Daizi said, laughing, "You really don't need to make such a fuss."
 
"Hmm, did you hear that?" Xander asked as he helped Dark finish up. "We didn't need to do all this after all. Oh well, I guess we'll just trash this and eat cereal."

"No, that'd be a terrible waste," Alec scolded. "We'll just remember for next year to only serve toast, jam, and tea. Tea is essential."

Xander snickered. "You might as well come sit down and embrace the fuss 'cause, really, would those two be themselves if they didn't fuss?"
 
"No, they wouldn't be," Daizi agreed, coming down at last to join them, "but I waited on the stairs to try to let you have the time to finish it up how you wanted. Did you get it? And really, toast, jam and tea is enough."

"No, that is not enough of a meal. But good morning, darling, happy birthday," Dark said, setting the food down on the table.

"You said that already today. Breakfast smells amazing, thank you."
 
Alec hurried over and hugged her gently before she could sit down. "Happy birthday! I hope this birthday is absolutely fabulous! As fabulous as you."

"That'd be pretty tough. She is a pretty fabulous person," Xander remarked, setting the table. He plunked himself down. "But I hope it gets close!"
 
"Thank you," She hugged Alec, and shivered slightly when she took her seat, "Xander, that's almost frightening, compliments and a lack of sass this early. You've gone soft. But, thank you. I appreciate the sentiment, although I'm old now, so it feels weird to be so so focused on the day!"

"You deserve it, though," Dark said, sitting beside her. It was a great day for him, it was one of the few days a year he could be lavish and spoil her without anyone saying a word.

"It was my mom who did all the work," She teased, but quickly decided she didn't like that joke, since now she was preparing to be the one doing all of the work, and wasn't quite ready to recall the pains of what was to come, "I am glad, at least this year, to not have been given only jam and toast."

"Because you are starving," Dark said, with a sly grin, at the same time she made the comment about herself, which made her pause.
 
"It's your birthday gift from me," Xander replied dryly.

"Come on, eat before it gets cold!" Alec urged and made a show of helping himself. "We don't want the birthday person to be late to work. That would not make for a good gift. Speaking of gift, I left mine upstairs. I'll go fetch it once we're done eating."

Xander sighed and sipped his tea. "I'm the one too old for this much fuss this early in the morning."
 
"But I like you how you are," Daizi said brightly, but then, putting her folded arms on the table and leaning in towards him, she added much more softly, "but that's not to say I don't appreciate it. I like you however you want to be."

"You are not old," Dark said, "and if you were too old for it, I would wonder why you still helped me to cook."
 
Xander blushed at Daizi's remark and grumbled something into his food. Then, to Dark, he replied, "Because you're a lot older than me, and I thought you'd need the help."

Alec giggled to himself. He finished his breakfast, eating a good portion, and left the table, scampering up the stairs to fetch the small box sitting on Xander's bed where they'd left it so it wouldn't get lost. He brought it down and set it next to his plate before finishing off his juice.
 
Dark, who was still keeping a very close eye on what Alec was eating, felt quite satisfied at the size of his breakfast that morning, "if I am older than you, but still young enough to make a fuss, then does that not imply you are young enough to make a fuss?" He asked.

"We're married, so the rules are different," Daizi said, leaning against Dark's shoulder while she ate her breakfast. Their sweet morning was still on her mind, and she wanted to be close to him.

"I do not want to rush you while you eat, but you should open your presents before you leave, and I do not want you to be late to work," He said. Her birthday present from him was already wrapped and on the counter, Dark had brought it down the night before.
 
"Exactly," Xander said with a nod toward Daizi.

"You should open his gift first," Alec grinned, bouncing slightly in excitement. He loved gifts! Giving and getting, it was all about the surprise and the excitement!

Xander nodded in agreement. "Yeah, he should go first. Otherwise, he might implode while Alec explodes."
 
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