He had abstained from alcohol the entire time Daizi was pregnant, to show solidarity. Technically she still wasn't drinking now, because she was breastfeeding, but... It felt different. Anyway, it wasn't like he was getting drunk, or even a little bit tipsy. It was just the one, and because despite his many mental health challenges, he had never struggled with addiction, it was, in fact, just that one. It was nice, really, to spend some time alone with his thoughts. His family meant everything to him, it really did. That feeling had only grown stronger in this new period of turmoil, he would do anything to keep them together. And safe. But he didn't know how to take care of himself during that, just like Daizi didn't know how to take care of herself. Aware of this own shortcoming, he was really glad to have her. God, he was glad to have her. Ivy was here, and healthy, and safe, and Daizi had survived it, but he still had nightmares about if it hadn't gone that way. This was all difficult enough, he knew he wouldn't survive it alone.