How Green Becomes Wood

"I am interested in clothes and fashion," Sloan agreed with a little laugh, "but I stopped wanting to be a fashion designer after I figured a few things out about myself.

I am sorry Dark added. Then, in a second response. If we were anywhere else, I would let you. Why not go to the nurse? I can write you a pass.
 
"You can still be a costume designer for a few small groups who could really use your help and direction," Peter suggested, waggling his eyebrows hopefully.

Xander let out a quiet sigh. He'd never actually been to the nurse's office, but it sounded like a good alternative. 'Kay. I'll go there.
 
"I mean, I guess I can help design them. I don't know how to sew, though, so you'll have to find someone else to actually put the pieces together." Sloan said, putting the pencils down. "I really don't know how to design for men, though, I've never really cared to do it before."

I will let her know you are heading there. Cooger should be here fairly quickly, he was in the area. Dark texted back. Then, shortly after, he added, I love you. Thank you for telling me you want to leave instead of walking out.
 
"That's okay. As long as we're aimed in a direction that isn't wildly colorful, I think we can make it work," Peter assured her as the bell rang.

Xander bit back another sigh. Fine, he did feel a tiny, tiny bit better about having not just walked out. Still wished it wasn't so complicated, but at least it made Dark happy. He got up with Alec and caught his arm, pulling him aside. "I'm heading out. I got permission, Cooger's coming to pick me up, it's fine."

"Oh," Alec said softly, his shoulders hunching slightly. "Was it really that bad? I thought it might help you both find some kind of closure or something."

Xander wanted to snap at him, but the look on Alec's face stopped him. "It wasn't the worst, you had a good thought," he finally said. "Don't want to deal with this place for the rest of the day. I'll see you later."

"Okay," Alec whispered, watching Xander walk away. "Okay."
 
"I'll try to balance everyone's different tastes," Sloan told Peter, walking out with him towards her classroom, pausing briefly to look at the twins. In a soft tone to Peter, out of earshot of either redhead, she said, "I hope Xander's okay. He's seemed different since coming back to school... I know he never really talks about it anyway, but..." She bit her lip, thinking about the reason why he had gotten suspended, and wondering if, maybe, something about it had... affected him? And even though she definitely didn't ask those boys to say anything about her, and she hadn't asked Xander to fight for her, it still, weirdly, felt like it was still a little bit her fault. Not to the extent that she was wracked with guilt and being kept up at night, she knew well enough she hadn't done anything wrong, but she couldn't help but feel a little weird about it, especially now that he was acting weird, too.
 
Peter glanced around to make sure no one was standing nearby before leaning closer to Sloan. "I'm only telling you this because it's you," he said seriously. "I overheard a conversation between those two," he nodded toward the twin, "I don't think I was supposed to. I didn't catch everything, but I'm pretty sure sure Xander's trying a new therapy. That kind of thing can really throw you for a loop and make things worse before they're better. This is speculation based off a half-heard conversation, so take it for a grain of salt, yeah?"
 
"Oh. I mean, I guess that would make sense... I guess if it's true, then I hope he adjusts soon. I don't like knowing my friends are upset, especially when they don't talk to us and let us in to help." She adjusted her bag, and used all of her willpower to not look towards the twins again, "I just wish I could do something, you know?"
 
"Oh, trust me, I know," Peter sighed, reaching up to pat her shoulder. "I think the best thing we can do is just be there for them in whatever capacity they'll let us." He gave into the urge to glance back and saw Alec standing alone as Xander walked away. He raised his voice and called back, "Hey, is everything okay?"

Alec shook himself and nodded to Peter as he moved to catch up to him and Sloan. "Yes, yes, Xander's not feeling well, so he's going home."

"Gee. I hope he feels better soon." Peter smiled at him. "Don't worry. School will be over before you know it. Right, Sloan?"
 
"Oh yeah, we're already halfway over, so it's basically the end of the day already." Sloan promised, and now turning to watch Xander briefly, she said, "I hope he feels better soon."

It didn't take too long for Cooger to show up and collect Xander, and as they walked to the truck, he said, "Sorry to hear you've got fever, kiddo," unknowingly revealing Dark had lied to him about why he was going home, "but at least it's a Wednesday. It'd suck worse if it was a Friday, and your weekend was ruined."
 
"Yeah, me too," Alec said softly, feeling guilty. Had he done the wrong thing by trying to force them to actually talk to each other? Should he have just stayed out of it? All he knew now was that he was never going to take advice from cards ever again.

Peter put a hand on his shoulder. "We got your back. Especially me since I'm in all your classes!"

Alec glanced at him. "Thank you."

"Of course! Sloan would, too, except she just has to be so much older than us." Peter said, grinning at Sloan and earning a weak smile from Alec.


Xander glanced at Cooger, temporarily confused and then nodding along. "Yeah. Better now than a weekend." He climbed slowly up into the truck, wishing he could spend some time walking instead of going straight home. Maybe he could convince Cooger to stop somewhere along the way just for a bit. "Thanks for the ride."
 
"Oh yeah, I'm ancient," Sloan replied rolling her eyes and playfully nudging Peter with her shoulder, "I'm only old until it would help you to respect my age-based authority and extra year of wisdom."

"I'm sure I don't need to tell you, 'cause you're a smart kid, but if you're sick you should be careful around the baby. She's small enough that a little cold can really mess her up." He said, trying to drive extra careful and be a little bit more quiet, but he wasn't great at it. Which was part of why Dark didn't claim Xander had a headache. "And it's no problem. Have to visit that neighbor of yours anyway, so it was along the route."
 
"Absolutely!" Peter chirped.

"You guys are the best," Alec said quietly, shaking his head in amusement.

Xander leaned on the door and stared out at the passing streets and randomly planted shrubbery. "Bathroom remodel still?" he mumbled unenthusiastically. Since he was "sick," it wasn't like he could offer to help.
 
As they walked to class, Sloan stepped slightly closer to him, and barely above the whisper said, "Let us know if you need anything, okay?"

"Sure is. But we're still just in the beginning of it, there'll be more work to be done." Cooger assured him, "And once that's done, there's much more on the house itself that needs doing, so you'll get more time to work, don't you worry."
 
Alec smiled at Sloan, truly grateful for her support. He wasn't sure how she could help, but even the fact that she was there made him feel a little better.

"That's good," Xander mumbled. After a while, he pointed out a grassy area near what looked like a junkyard. Maybe a small, forgotten park? One of those city parks that was little more than grass. "Can we stop here for a bit?"
 
Xander shrugged. The answer "here is as good as anywhere" didn't seem like a good one, so, instead he said, "It's got grass. I could use... a break." A break before he went back home. He'd never been in this area before, but it had grass and space to move. Plus, junkyards were kind of cool.
 
"I mean... I guess we could for a minute?" Cooger squinted at the grass, pulling in and parking. "But if you're sick, I should probably hurry you back home. I don't wanna worry anyone or get you any sicker."
 
"I just want some air before getting smothered in attention," Xander grumbled. He got out of the truck and walked over to the grass. He took a few seconds just to look down at the soft greenery and breathe. He just needed a little bit of space! Just a little so he could properly process. He started walking a little aimlessly, moving more or less in the direction of the junkyard as he tried to empty his mind and sort through what he was feeling one thought at a time.
 
"Alright..." Cooger said slowly, and stayed in the truck while Xander got out. Still, he never once took his eyes off of Xander as he walked away, except to check the time, knowing in his mind exactly how long he would let Xander stay out before collecting him to take back home.
 
Xander made his way over to the edge of the junkyard and leaned on the fence. It was surprisingly low and rickety. Shouldn't a fence around a junkyard be built higher and sturdier to either protect valuables or keep stupid kids from getting in and getting hurt? At least it held him up and gave him a good view into what looked like a post-apocalyptic world. The junkyard sat in a depression in the ground with wide dirt paths weaving around islands and mountains of car parts. It looked about like how his mind felt - orderly junk. He heaved a sigh and rubbed the back of his head. Why did he feel like this? He wanted to feel better, and he kind of did, but he also felt worse. He felt like he was making progress with Milo, but he also felt worse thinking how Milo seemed to believe he was some kind of abuser. He didn't think he was, but that was an easy mistake to make. Maybe too easy. He refused to tiptoe around Milo and pretend to be something other than the blundering elephant he was, but he didn't want to do anything that actually hurt Milo, either. Why couldn't he have just walked away that first stupid fight or said something? He felt he was in his rights to be annoyed, but Milo didn't know what he was doing and didn't deserve the anger directed at him. And now he said he wanted to forgive and keep trying to be friends, but it sure didn't feel like it. Or maybe Xander was overthinking this whole thing and he should just let it go. Move on!

A sudden deep, hoarse barking growl caught his attention. Xander drew his attention back to the real world in time to see the reason why the owner of the junkyard didn't feel he needed a bigger fence. A heavy-duty dog built like a block came charging toward the fence, stopping just before a shallow ditch dug a couple of feet from the fence. It looked like it could jump the ditch, but instead of doing so, it stood glaring at Xander, hackles up and square head held low as it snarled threateningly. It gave another bark, shifting into a guarding stance. He was an odd-looking mutt, clearly some kind of pit bull or bully breed, with a broad chest and tank-like build at the front and a narrower but still muscular back end. It was hard to tell from the mud, but it seemed to be white and brown, and part of why its head looked so square was its lack of ears and tail. Odder still, a worn-out harness strapped around his barrel chest was tied to an old car tire nearly as wide as it was long. It dragged it around behind it with a surprising amount of ease, but the tire still clearly hampered its ability to jump or run at full speed. Its stood growling and snarling at Xander who stood staring back at it. He didn't think about the fact that he might be teasing the dog or stressing it out, he just watched, puzzled and curious. He'd never seen a genuine junkyard dog before. What an ugly mug.

Voices drew his attention, and he turned to look. A small group of older teens loitered at the other end of the junkyard fence. They hadn't noticed Xander yet, and he was glad of that. He didn't know them well, but he recognized a couple, and he knew them well enough to know they were best avoided. He pushed away from the fence with a final glance toward the dog and started back toward the truck. He'd had his moment. Time to leave.
 
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