For his part, it often felt too overwhelming to sit in the cafeteria amongst all those people, and although he tried to occasionally force himself to eat lunch with them, like he did the day before, it wasn't easy for him. Eating alone didn't feel great, especially not while he was hunkered down beneath the stairs or hiding in his favourite janitor closet, but it's not like he could ask only some people to join him away from all of the rest of their friends. He saw how Alec was with his friends, and he knew the twins may be the red sea, but he wasn't Moses. There was a lot he could force himself to do, but sitting amongst so many people who were, essentially, strangers... it was a hard, hard ask.