With great effort, Daizi managed to get Dark talking about his scavenger hunt. Despite knowing exactly where and when he had gone all day, she listened to him with her chin in her hands, enthralled by his version of events. Going into it, she had no idea what would be difficult for him, and what he'd find easy. She laughed when he told her about his phone call with the aunties, and sighed with delight at his account of feeding the ducks with their children.
"I wish you had been there to hear how hard Ivy-Qadira was laughing," Dark said, as the waiter brought their food out, "I thought she might cease to breathe."
"We can go again," Daizi promised.
"We will have to," He smiled at her. His heart wasn't racing anymore, he was just... with the woman he loved. Nothing else in the world mattered, or even existed to him, in that moment. Underneath the table, she rubbed one of her legs against his, "You look enthralling, Spider."
"Thank you," She answered, a faint blush spreading over her face.
"I do not believe, if I traveled to the utmost end of the earth, and watched a supernova take over a starless sky, I would find it more awe inspiring." He reached out to hold her hand again, rubbing his thumb over the back of her hand.
Adoration was heavy in her husband's voice, it poured out of him like fog, and sitting there in shared, loving silence for a few moments, Daizi said, "Goose?"
"Yes?"
"You can say it. It's okay."
"You are beautiful." He didn't need to question what she meant, and he wasn't going to give her a chance to change her mind, "You are the most beautiful person I have ever met. You throw me to the ground, darling." Forcing herself to sit in the feeling and take the compliment, she squeezed his hand, and he squeezed back. From the look on her face, it still wasn't easy to hear, yet he couldn't withhold from saying, one last time, "You are beautiful."
"I love you."
"I love you too."
"I'm just..." She turned her head away, her voice catching in her throat, "I'm so happy. You make me so happy, Goose. Happy to the point I don't know what to do with all of it."
"You make me happy, too." He replied, meaning every word of it. "How long did it take you to plan all of this?"
"Two months." She answered, "Or, just short of it. I started working on in after the fourth of July."
"That is incredible," He said, his smile failing him as he learned another detail of the scope of all of this. It didn't even really seem something he was worthy of, but--
"You deserve it. You deserve more than this, really."
Daizi thought he was worthy of it. And the high esteem she held him in made him truly believe that he did, because he valued her too highly to doubt her opinions.
Again, they fell into perfect silence, but this time it was broken by Daizi laughing softly to herself, which Dark joined in. They had shared maybe one glass of wine each, and Dark was much too large to get drunk off of wine without consuming an abhorrent amount, but all of this: the love, the solitude, the adventure, the lingering mystery of why--it was intoxicating. They may as well have been drunk.
Swearing softly, Dark grinned at her in a way anyone would be able to see, "It is distressing how much I love you, Daizi. I think you are probably the most perfect person alive."
"That can't be true, because then what does that make you?" She asked, but it was a question with no answer.
"Do you know what my favourite part of today was?" Dark asked, kissing her knuckles before sitting back to finish his dinner, "It was how through every note I received from you, I heard your voice in my ear. It was like you were with me all day, pulling me along. Flirting with me."
For the rest of dinner, they chatted idly, made drunk by Aphrodite rather than Dionysus, but as their dinner came to an end, Daizi knew there was something more important she needed to say before it came to dessert. "Goose?" She said, catching his attention with his tone. Then, she shook her head, "Ghalib."
"Yes?"
"I love you. And I mean, I really, really love you. I think that--No, I know that without you, I wouldn't have made it this far. I would've burnt out somewhere, or worse, diminished myself to fit some sad life that was never meant to be mine. But you don't expect me to reorder myself, or slice of pieces of myself to fit a mould you had in mind. You just love me, and encourage me, and every morning, I get to wake up to the solid sounds of your breathing. Ivy's laugh is beautiful. And the first cry she ever made transformed me instantly. But when my eyes flutter open in the morning, and I hear you in bed with me: that is my favourite sound. Because it means I get to spend another day by your side." Again, her voice caught, and she tipped her face downwards.
"Daizi... do you promise everything is okay?" Dark asked, moving his chair closer to her side of the table so he could touch her on the back.
"Yes, I promise," She replied, looking up at him tearfully, "And I really mean that. I told you, you make me deliriously happy. We've had a hard few years, haven't we?"
"Yes, we have."
"But we've stayed strong together," She said, failing to keep back a whimper, "and now we have absolutely everything we could dream of. And when I wake up to the sound of your breathing, there is so much for me to look forward to. Ghalib, you are the most important person in my life. And with every trial I go through with you, I only love you more. You have been through so much, Goose," She cupped his cheek with one hand, "but every day, you wake up, and you do what you know you must do, and it is so admirable it hurts. You are so strong, and so courageous, and being your wife is... I don't have words, baby, for how much that means to me. I love you more than oxygen." She stroked his beard, gasping softly as she felt his arms wrap around her, holding him tightly with his other hand as she felt his back tremble, "I've told you before, if something kept us apart, I'd take our children somewhere safe, and I'd burn the sky until I had you back in my arms. I've told you before, we've been chasing each other through all of time, because our souls were put on this earth to love each other. I yearned for you before I knew there was a you."
"And you have me," He told her, absolutely confused on where this came from, but deciding to just feel it with her, "You have every ounce of me."
"And you have all of me," Daizi told him passionately, her chest heaving when he wiped away her tears. "Ghalib, you're my best friend. I spent all day telling you that you are the most wonderful father I've ever met, and that watching you with our children warms me to the absolute depth of my soul. And I've spent all day telling you how creative you are, how passionate, and how much everything you do--Oh, Goose, darling, you're everything to me. How am I supposed to tell you what you mean to me?"
"You do not have to," He said, kissing her forehead, cheek, and shoulder.
"I do have to!" She cried and laughed, "I've spent two months planning, but now I don't know what to say!" She sniffed, pulling away from him, and fishing in her purse for the ring box, "Darling, after everything we've been through, all of our pain, and all of the stress, and fear: It's left me loving you more than I thought possible. I thought I had already reached the absolute heights of love for you, but I hadn't. Because every day I fall more deeply and more passionately in love with you. Every day I admire you more. And because of that, I wanted to ask..."
When Daizi slid out of her chair to kneel before him, getting it correct and getting on only one, Dark inhaled sharply, and murmuring something incomprehensible, gently took her by the upper arms, wanting to lift her up. It didn't seem right for her to kneel before him. Who was he to be knelt before? She was a goddess, she shouldn't be kneeling! But when she wouldn't budge, he slid down to face her, unknowingly recreating their last engagement.
"Ghalib Marzuq Dark," she opened up the ring box, "Will you marry me?"
Dark laughed through his tears, "Daizi," he sniffed, touching the back of her head, "We are already married."
"I know, but I want to do it again," She grinned, melting against his touch, "I love you so much, I want to marry you again, and again. It'll be our ten-year anniversary in November, renew our vows with me. Marry me again. Will you marry me again?"
"Yes," He answered, feeling overwhelmed by the amount of joy he felt, not knowing how a man like him could feel this happy. "Yes, of course." Barely constraining himself until after she had slipped the ring onto his finger, he kissed her intensely, rocking her backwards so her back was nearly on the ground, "I love you."
"I love you too."
"I get to propose to you, next time," He murmured, "It is my turn, next time."
"I'm going to marry you until I don't have any more space on my fingers," She murmured, falling against him.
Eventually, and with great effort, they got themselves under control, and sat in their chairs again, laughing and sniffling, and happy beyond what words could tell. And they shared dessert, and texted the twins and their friends and family a picture of the ring on Dark's finger to announce he said yes.