as written by Emperor_Jester and Krysis
Celeste tilted her head curiously again at Savien's instructions. First, calling her 'rookie' again, after she had corrected him, indicated that he thought of her as more than a student. His attempted compliment of her 'sounding like a paladin' fell flat, since she had heard many a paladin sound like a pompous ass and Savien himself tended towards insufferable arrogance. But he made the attempt, and it was a compliment he might have liked to receive himself, so she was willing to let it pass.
Then the instruction to take his class took her by surprise and she gasped at the shock. She was two semesters shy of when she was supposed to start, assuming she didn't have to retake classic literature. While Sir Savien might not have known that, it was still a huge honor to be advanced that way, at the request of a teacher.
So when he advised her to be careful of Rei, she didn't snap a retort of warning him being careful of sharp objects and high places, and just nodded in agreement about keeping an eye on the 'girl'.
Nearby, a day or two later
Pierette was always one to play things as close to the vest as she could, and so she hadn't mentioned to Nox that she was going to go to an eye doctor. For some reason, she had started seeing hazy colors around certain things. Well. People mostly. It troubled her more than she wanted to admit. After a half hour of being cagey with the optometrist, she ended up with just one answer and a new set of reading glasses. The answer was that there was nothing physically Wrong with her eyes, and he suggested she might just be tired. Pierette did not mention that the haze around his head remained a dreary grey and she got the impression that he was just going through the motions.
Of course, the doctor only saw patients during the day, and she couldn't tell anyone why she was happy. The happiness still needed to be shared. That limited the number of calls she could make, though her contact list continued to scroll under the pressure of her thumb. Ah. Celeste. Hadn't spoken to baby sister in a while, and she was close.
In the Monastery, Celeste had been on her way to the forges when her cellphone started to jangle. It was an instrumental version of 'Bad to the Bone' so she knew exactly who it was before she ducked into a quiet hallway to answer with a very abrupt, "What have you done this time, Pierette?"
"Lesty-lesty, why do I have to have done Anything in order to call my darling baby sister?" Perilous wheedled, then gave her mischievous laugh as she sprawled on the hood of her car in the sunny parking lot.
"So you are calling just to say that you are... still alive?" Celeste gave a scornful sound as she sank down to sit on the floor of the hall, her heavy duffle bag tucked against her uniform-clad legs.
"Well, alive, yeah. And happy. Really really happy." Perilous admitted, her free hand settling on her belly as she thought about her situation.
Celeste caught her breath at that sound in her sister's voice, and hunched over her phone as she whispered, "What kind of trouble are you in? Did you kill someone? Are you high? In jail? What happened?!"
Pierette wrinkled her nose, though she was sure that she deserved exactly that reaction. "I'm in love. And pregnant. And I do not appreciate your assumptions--"
Celeste was stunned for a beat, then shrieked, "YOU DID WHAT!?"
Perilous lost the last traces of her healthy, happy high then and gave her phone an annoyed look at the shrillness coming from it. Her hands folded as tightly as possible as if she could physically throttle her rage before she brought the communication device back to her ear. "You're right. Completely unbelievable. I'm not Liz, never could be. Even Robert, with his obsession, has a healthier relationship than I am capable of."
The coldness in Pierette's voice made Celeste wince and she slumped, "I'm sorry, sis. I just..."
"I know. I'm a horrible human being and you expect the worst. Maybe if you met him, you would understand, but just hearing me say it-- No, you don't think I can love." Pierette sighed, and couldn't bring herself to care about the brand new pair of jeans getting ripped as she slid off the hood of her car.
Celeste sighed, then looked up and realized... she had an audience. "I love you, sis. Gotta go."
One such member of the audience would be a fully armored Kurtrin, with his iconic, battle damaged copper-iron helm tucked under his arm. A smile was spread across the old paladin's features, and with a sharp whistle, he'd do his best to dispel the other eavesdroppers and onlookers.
"Get out, leave her be! Let her talk with her family you gawkers!"
The elder wasn't an uncommon sight around the proselytes, nor the more junior regions of the Monastery. Lately, the old war hero had taken to giving private lessons, or just talking with the next generation, eager to pass on his knowledge, especially since....they'd returned. It only made him happier to do it once word from the higher ups had been disapproving of his actions.
"You're Hogan, aren't you? The one who worked with Sir Savien on the investigation at the Square. I read your report. And his." He'd waited until the others had left or milled away, letting his voice become soft and sad. "I'm sorry for the loss of our younger brothers and sisters. I'm sorry you had to see that, Celeste."
Celeste stood up slowly as the Golden spoke to her, nodding when he remembered her name correctly and a little awed at this warrior from the last war. Sure, it might be officially listed as 'skirmishes', but there was no doubt in Celeste's mind that the Caeruleum at least had thought of it as a war. She gave an annoyed sound at the mention of Sir Savien, but did her best not to comment on the paladin.
"Someone had to see it. Might as well have been me. I just wish--" She lowered her gaze then and looked at her fingers knotted around the handles of her dufflebag.
"I couldn't help Eric. He's still alive. I'd give up all my training to kill if I could just fix him." The word 'fix' wasn't right, but Celeste just could not think of a better way to put what she meant.
"Oh, child." Kurt would rest a gauntleted hand on her shoulder, his face warm, sympathetic. "I'm sure they'll find a way to help him. Somehow. People have come back from their torture before. The most important thing is, that when he finds clarity, that you, or some one else, is there for him before the questions begin."
Retracting his hand, his smile would waver somewhat, but remain in place none-the-less. "Were you on your way to the smithy? I'll walk with you. We haven't had a chance to have a proper conversation yet, Miss Hogan. I'm eager to get to know you all."
Before its too late. He kept that part to himself, however. "Maybe you can tell me what all the yelling was about. If its too personal, however, forget I asked."
The young woman didn't need it to be said. The phrase 'Before it is too late' hung between them like the ghosts of the three that had been attacked. The path to the smithy was the way Celeste would walk with Kurtrin, so he guessed correctly.
Celeste did hesitate about revealing her sister's problems, then shrugged under Sir Kurtrin's smile. "She got pregnant. Supposedly. This will be the third time that I know of and-- Well, I don't have any nieces or nephews from her to show for it. So I got upset."
From the worried frown and determinedly firm chin, one might deduce that things were much worse than that simple statement made them seem, but Celeste was getting better at keeping her own counsel.
"I see. Well. Is there a father in the picture? Has he met your family? Does it seem like this might be good for her, even if the child doesn't..." No, no talk of death. Not yet. In truth, it was easy to tell that Celeste was keeping something back. The screaming on the phone, and the dodgy answers. She was young and careful, but he was old. He knew the tricks.
"You have to be there for her, child. Family is something that comes against our will, but that we must cherish. The church is your family now, that much is true, but never..." Perhaps he was overstepping. Perhaps he was an old fool. A mirthful chuckle.
"Forgive this old man's ramblings. How go your studies? Your sparing? There's a lot of eyes watching you, Celeste. Your class has some of the most talented and promising fellows in years. We older folks have a lot of hope for you all."
"There is a father, and she wants me to meet him. I am not often welcome with my family, so if they have met him, I would not know of it." She lifted her chin another notch, refusing to look at her companion as they walked. Any hint of sympathy would undo her, so she would not risk it.
"My studies go well enough. I might never match Inarin for scholarly pursuits, but I pass even the classes he ruins the curve in. Sparring is... simpler, though I do not like the restriction of swords. There are so many other ways to make a blade that it seems a senseless waste to only use that class of weapon." She seemed to relax a little and be more animated as she talked about weapons. It was easy to see where her passions laid, though she didn't mention that Master Romstone let her Make an axe, and it was the training yard monitors that wouldn't let her use it.
"I understand your point with the swords. The Order fights so hard against a change to its traditions, its rather silly. A few look to me to support the re-introduction of melee weapons only to the Order, or back their silly in-house political movements. That's all it is Hogan. Politics." The kind, grandfatherly smile never left his face as he ranted, walking with his hands help firm behind his back.
"My sidearm saved my life more times than I could count. My life being saved meant I could continue to do good. To serve." There was a pride in that voice, a nostalgic sense of accomplishment. "Its glad to see you feel that way at least. That older boy, Swigelf. He's good with a gun, but all he ever does is focus on his sword. He should've taken the Silver a year ago, perhaps even sooner. He's too...one dimensional."
"Am I boring you, child? You seem distant, as if something is bothering you. You aren't a hard one to read, Hogan."
"Politics. I don't understand why making someone feel important comes before making sure people are safe." She answered bitterly, then gave a shocked look and bit her lip, afraid she had gone too far.
"I'm sorry. I know that I should hold my tongue. That's why I will be late to the silver, if I ever reach it at all. I'm too blunt, when they want smooth words." When they reached the smithy, she seemed reluctant to go in, standing outside to continue to talk to the legend.
"Swigelf? You mean Izaic? Mmmm. I think there is more to him than meets the eye. That one knows the way to play politics and shift the situation to his advantage. His biggest problem is that he is too singular in his purpose. He doesn't see the need for the 'softer' subjects, I think?" Celeste frowned and leaned against the wall as she tried to sort out her impressions of the bigger male. "He seems like the guy that knows How the battles were fought, but not why, if that makes sense."
"Oh it does. He...was born in the right time though. We'll need people like him in the months to come." He certainly had a lot to say about her fellow proselyte. In truth, Kurtrin had helped him develop his...unique sword play. However, he wanted to make sure it was clear there was no favoritism.
"But we'll also need people like you. And people like the Nuvellon boy. And young Camille. All of you. You are a good student, and a better warrior, but you never kill your emotions. You use them. That is a rare gift. Most don't know how to channel their feelings in such a way. Most let them cloud their judgement, or hesitate in their actions. That will get them killed, unfortunately." A grimace, turning so that only the scarred side of his face was being shown to her.
"People are going to die, young one. So many more. And not just in the church's ranks. People outside our power to protect. Don't leave things in a bad spot, Celeste. The day might soon come that you'll never be able to see or hold a friend, or a sister, ever again, because they'll be taken from you." Just like my sister was.
"I'll see Pierette as soon as I can. She moves around alot, so I have to wait for her to tell me when and where though." Celeste admitted, letting her head bow so her curtain of long brown hair hid her face from view for a moment. The better to cloak her sadness of not being welcomed by the rest of the family.
"I am afraid." She admitted then, a fine tremble starting in her shoulders. "It's going to be so bad this time. He is already targeting our weakest flank, and no one is doing anything to stop it. I mean, we should be grateful that this one didn't go out and make an army of his own kind to sweep away the Church like twigs in a flood. But if he didn't-- it must mean he has a reason to believe he can triumph anyway."
"That's because they almost did, child. If the...other forces inside this city hadn't turned against them. If their own kind hadn't, reportedly, betrayed them...I can't imagine what this city would've been like, under Nito Augustus Caeruleum cruel thumb."
He'd embrace her then, nothing behind that of a father figure, and some one who genuinely cared. "But I tell myself every day that this time, its only one. Only one of them lived through Operation Broken Winter. I pray for nothing harder."
Then, the legend would release her. "Weep now. Fight now. Love now. There may not be time for it soon, Hogan. Do you understand? Do those things before you lose them."
Celeste had been nodding in agreement, though the thought of Nito Caeruleum made her shudder. Then she was squeezed in armored arms and she froze in shock. Not knowing what to do, she just stood very straight in Kurt's embrace, waiting for him to let her go.
When he did, she lifted her tear-streaked face and stared in amazement and fear, like his kindness had broken some vital bit of internal armor. One hand scrubbed at her face briefly, then she shook her head and turned to just jog away from the Golden. Unable to hide or control her feelings since he had accidentally opened the flood gates, all she could think to do was get some distance and a chance to think.
Celeste tilted her head curiously again at Savien's instructions. First, calling her 'rookie' again, after she had corrected him, indicated that he thought of her as more than a student. His attempted compliment of her 'sounding like a paladin' fell flat, since she had heard many a paladin sound like a pompous ass and Savien himself tended towards insufferable arrogance. But he made the attempt, and it was a compliment he might have liked to receive himself, so she was willing to let it pass.
Then the instruction to take his class took her by surprise and she gasped at the shock. She was two semesters shy of when she was supposed to start, assuming she didn't have to retake classic literature. While Sir Savien might not have known that, it was still a huge honor to be advanced that way, at the request of a teacher.
So when he advised her to be careful of Rei, she didn't snap a retort of warning him being careful of sharp objects and high places, and just nodded in agreement about keeping an eye on the 'girl'.
Nearby, a day or two later
Pierette was always one to play things as close to the vest as she could, and so she hadn't mentioned to Nox that she was going to go to an eye doctor. For some reason, she had started seeing hazy colors around certain things. Well. People mostly. It troubled her more than she wanted to admit. After a half hour of being cagey with the optometrist, she ended up with just one answer and a new set of reading glasses. The answer was that there was nothing physically Wrong with her eyes, and he suggested she might just be tired. Pierette did not mention that the haze around his head remained a dreary grey and she got the impression that he was just going through the motions.
Of course, the doctor only saw patients during the day, and she couldn't tell anyone why she was happy. The happiness still needed to be shared. That limited the number of calls she could make, though her contact list continued to scroll under the pressure of her thumb. Ah. Celeste. Hadn't spoken to baby sister in a while, and she was close.
In the Monastery, Celeste had been on her way to the forges when her cellphone started to jangle. It was an instrumental version of 'Bad to the Bone' so she knew exactly who it was before she ducked into a quiet hallway to answer with a very abrupt, "What have you done this time, Pierette?"
"Lesty-lesty, why do I have to have done Anything in order to call my darling baby sister?" Perilous wheedled, then gave her mischievous laugh as she sprawled on the hood of her car in the sunny parking lot.
"So you are calling just to say that you are... still alive?" Celeste gave a scornful sound as she sank down to sit on the floor of the hall, her heavy duffle bag tucked against her uniform-clad legs.
"Well, alive, yeah. And happy. Really really happy." Perilous admitted, her free hand settling on her belly as she thought about her situation.
Celeste caught her breath at that sound in her sister's voice, and hunched over her phone as she whispered, "What kind of trouble are you in? Did you kill someone? Are you high? In jail? What happened?!"
Pierette wrinkled her nose, though she was sure that she deserved exactly that reaction. "I'm in love. And pregnant. And I do not appreciate your assumptions--"
Celeste was stunned for a beat, then shrieked, "YOU DID WHAT!?"
Perilous lost the last traces of her healthy, happy high then and gave her phone an annoyed look at the shrillness coming from it. Her hands folded as tightly as possible as if she could physically throttle her rage before she brought the communication device back to her ear. "You're right. Completely unbelievable. I'm not Liz, never could be. Even Robert, with his obsession, has a healthier relationship than I am capable of."
The coldness in Pierette's voice made Celeste wince and she slumped, "I'm sorry, sis. I just..."
"I know. I'm a horrible human being and you expect the worst. Maybe if you met him, you would understand, but just hearing me say it-- No, you don't think I can love." Pierette sighed, and couldn't bring herself to care about the brand new pair of jeans getting ripped as she slid off the hood of her car.
Celeste sighed, then looked up and realized... she had an audience. "I love you, sis. Gotta go."
One such member of the audience would be a fully armored Kurtrin, with his iconic, battle damaged copper-iron helm tucked under his arm. A smile was spread across the old paladin's features, and with a sharp whistle, he'd do his best to dispel the other eavesdroppers and onlookers.
"Get out, leave her be! Let her talk with her family you gawkers!"
The elder wasn't an uncommon sight around the proselytes, nor the more junior regions of the Monastery. Lately, the old war hero had taken to giving private lessons, or just talking with the next generation, eager to pass on his knowledge, especially since....they'd returned. It only made him happier to do it once word from the higher ups had been disapproving of his actions.
"You're Hogan, aren't you? The one who worked with Sir Savien on the investigation at the Square. I read your report. And his." He'd waited until the others had left or milled away, letting his voice become soft and sad. "I'm sorry for the loss of our younger brothers and sisters. I'm sorry you had to see that, Celeste."
Celeste stood up slowly as the Golden spoke to her, nodding when he remembered her name correctly and a little awed at this warrior from the last war. Sure, it might be officially listed as 'skirmishes', but there was no doubt in Celeste's mind that the Caeruleum at least had thought of it as a war. She gave an annoyed sound at the mention of Sir Savien, but did her best not to comment on the paladin.
"Someone had to see it. Might as well have been me. I just wish--" She lowered her gaze then and looked at her fingers knotted around the handles of her dufflebag.
"I couldn't help Eric. He's still alive. I'd give up all my training to kill if I could just fix him." The word 'fix' wasn't right, but Celeste just could not think of a better way to put what she meant.
"Oh, child." Kurt would rest a gauntleted hand on her shoulder, his face warm, sympathetic. "I'm sure they'll find a way to help him. Somehow. People have come back from their torture before. The most important thing is, that when he finds clarity, that you, or some one else, is there for him before the questions begin."
Retracting his hand, his smile would waver somewhat, but remain in place none-the-less. "Were you on your way to the smithy? I'll walk with you. We haven't had a chance to have a proper conversation yet, Miss Hogan. I'm eager to get to know you all."
Before its too late. He kept that part to himself, however. "Maybe you can tell me what all the yelling was about. If its too personal, however, forget I asked."
The young woman didn't need it to be said. The phrase 'Before it is too late' hung between them like the ghosts of the three that had been attacked. The path to the smithy was the way Celeste would walk with Kurtrin, so he guessed correctly.
Celeste did hesitate about revealing her sister's problems, then shrugged under Sir Kurtrin's smile. "She got pregnant. Supposedly. This will be the third time that I know of and-- Well, I don't have any nieces or nephews from her to show for it. So I got upset."
From the worried frown and determinedly firm chin, one might deduce that things were much worse than that simple statement made them seem, but Celeste was getting better at keeping her own counsel.
"I see. Well. Is there a father in the picture? Has he met your family? Does it seem like this might be good for her, even if the child doesn't..." No, no talk of death. Not yet. In truth, it was easy to tell that Celeste was keeping something back. The screaming on the phone, and the dodgy answers. She was young and careful, but he was old. He knew the tricks.
"You have to be there for her, child. Family is something that comes against our will, but that we must cherish. The church is your family now, that much is true, but never..." Perhaps he was overstepping. Perhaps he was an old fool. A mirthful chuckle.
"Forgive this old man's ramblings. How go your studies? Your sparing? There's a lot of eyes watching you, Celeste. Your class has some of the most talented and promising fellows in years. We older folks have a lot of hope for you all."
"There is a father, and she wants me to meet him. I am not often welcome with my family, so if they have met him, I would not know of it." She lifted her chin another notch, refusing to look at her companion as they walked. Any hint of sympathy would undo her, so she would not risk it.
"My studies go well enough. I might never match Inarin for scholarly pursuits, but I pass even the classes he ruins the curve in. Sparring is... simpler, though I do not like the restriction of swords. There are so many other ways to make a blade that it seems a senseless waste to only use that class of weapon." She seemed to relax a little and be more animated as she talked about weapons. It was easy to see where her passions laid, though she didn't mention that Master Romstone let her Make an axe, and it was the training yard monitors that wouldn't let her use it.
"I understand your point with the swords. The Order fights so hard against a change to its traditions, its rather silly. A few look to me to support the re-introduction of melee weapons only to the Order, or back their silly in-house political movements. That's all it is Hogan. Politics." The kind, grandfatherly smile never left his face as he ranted, walking with his hands help firm behind his back.
"My sidearm saved my life more times than I could count. My life being saved meant I could continue to do good. To serve." There was a pride in that voice, a nostalgic sense of accomplishment. "Its glad to see you feel that way at least. That older boy, Swigelf. He's good with a gun, but all he ever does is focus on his sword. He should've taken the Silver a year ago, perhaps even sooner. He's too...one dimensional."
"Am I boring you, child? You seem distant, as if something is bothering you. You aren't a hard one to read, Hogan."
"Politics. I don't understand why making someone feel important comes before making sure people are safe." She answered bitterly, then gave a shocked look and bit her lip, afraid she had gone too far.
"I'm sorry. I know that I should hold my tongue. That's why I will be late to the silver, if I ever reach it at all. I'm too blunt, when they want smooth words." When they reached the smithy, she seemed reluctant to go in, standing outside to continue to talk to the legend.
"Swigelf? You mean Izaic? Mmmm. I think there is more to him than meets the eye. That one knows the way to play politics and shift the situation to his advantage. His biggest problem is that he is too singular in his purpose. He doesn't see the need for the 'softer' subjects, I think?" Celeste frowned and leaned against the wall as she tried to sort out her impressions of the bigger male. "He seems like the guy that knows How the battles were fought, but not why, if that makes sense."
"Oh it does. He...was born in the right time though. We'll need people like him in the months to come." He certainly had a lot to say about her fellow proselyte. In truth, Kurtrin had helped him develop his...unique sword play. However, he wanted to make sure it was clear there was no favoritism.
"But we'll also need people like you. And people like the Nuvellon boy. And young Camille. All of you. You are a good student, and a better warrior, but you never kill your emotions. You use them. That is a rare gift. Most don't know how to channel their feelings in such a way. Most let them cloud their judgement, or hesitate in their actions. That will get them killed, unfortunately." A grimace, turning so that only the scarred side of his face was being shown to her.
"People are going to die, young one. So many more. And not just in the church's ranks. People outside our power to protect. Don't leave things in a bad spot, Celeste. The day might soon come that you'll never be able to see or hold a friend, or a sister, ever again, because they'll be taken from you." Just like my sister was.
"I'll see Pierette as soon as I can. She moves around alot, so I have to wait for her to tell me when and where though." Celeste admitted, letting her head bow so her curtain of long brown hair hid her face from view for a moment. The better to cloak her sadness of not being welcomed by the rest of the family.
"I am afraid." She admitted then, a fine tremble starting in her shoulders. "It's going to be so bad this time. He is already targeting our weakest flank, and no one is doing anything to stop it. I mean, we should be grateful that this one didn't go out and make an army of his own kind to sweep away the Church like twigs in a flood. But if he didn't-- it must mean he has a reason to believe he can triumph anyway."
"That's because they almost did, child. If the...other forces inside this city hadn't turned against them. If their own kind hadn't, reportedly, betrayed them...I can't imagine what this city would've been like, under Nito Augustus Caeruleum cruel thumb."
He'd embrace her then, nothing behind that of a father figure, and some one who genuinely cared. "But I tell myself every day that this time, its only one. Only one of them lived through Operation Broken Winter. I pray for nothing harder."
Then, the legend would release her. "Weep now. Fight now. Love now. There may not be time for it soon, Hogan. Do you understand? Do those things before you lose them."
Celeste had been nodding in agreement, though the thought of Nito Caeruleum made her shudder. Then she was squeezed in armored arms and she froze in shock. Not knowing what to do, she just stood very straight in Kurt's embrace, waiting for him to let her go.
When he did, she lifted her tear-streaked face and stared in amazement and fear, like his kindness had broken some vital bit of internal armor. One hand scrubbed at her face briefly, then she shook her head and turned to just jog away from the Golden. Unable to hide or control her feelings since he had accidentally opened the flood gates, all she could think to do was get some distance and a chance to think.