Malisia sighed, in a way, in relief.
Things had been hard and, she didn't really care for political power, what would she use it for? Getting a new set of flowers for a garden?
Regardless, she nodded, listening to everything he had to say.
She was trying her best to seem calm and composed through this time, but once she was given the chance to speak, she said what was in her mind, even if it was stupid, or pathetic, she had been keeping it in ever since she left her kingdom of origin, she wasn't sure she would be able to go on what was a fancy road trip with someone who she didn't even know yet.
There was a long silence, perhaps a few minutes, or maybe more, she didn't know how long in fact, but she breathed in, and spoke with a very obvious tone of desperation in her voice.
"I have no questions my lord. But, I am sorry if this is- Disrespectful of me. I cannot keep up with my act... This, is not me, the fancy parties, being the silent and careful wife- I do not crave power, nor do I exepct anyone to follow my orders, but it would be dishonest of me if I said I was fine with, all of this in its current state-"
She stuttered a bit, she knew very well that anyone else might've executed her in the spot for daring to talk back to the king in such a manner.
Her voice was shaky, sounding more like a person who was about to cry rather than an assertive one.
"I- Know I am just a product. That is why I am here after all, as a proof of loyalty from my father, but if we are to coexist and make a living together, for both our sakes I hope it won't be this, awkward exchange between two strangers forever.... W-What I meant to say is, I wish... To get to know you, beyond all of the formalities, to be a proper wife."
She paused, and looked into his eyes, sounding confident for once.
"I don't... Understand if the feeling that bothers my insides is anything close to love. But if it is, I want to nourish it- Is my request, too much, your highness?..."