Clancy glanced at her and tapped his finger on the table as he organized his thoughts. "You need to know the setting and how things began if are going to understand the rest. You are fortunate enough that everything is done and you can look back. Living through the beginning was... unsettling.
"My family consisted of my parents, myself, and my five siblings of which I was more or less in the middle. The eldest was my brother, the rest girls. We lived just outside of Hells Kitchen in a little third floor, two-room apartment. By two rooms, I do not mean two bedrooms. It was two rooms. The bedroom was for the girls, and the boys slept out in what consisted of a kitchen and a living room area heated by a tiny wood stove. At night, my father slept on the kitchen floor on a thin mattress that we rolled up during the day, and we boys slept on the couch. We kept each other warm, even if it was crowded.
"We were desperate to get out. So desperate! But my father was a staunch Catholic even though I don't think I ever once saw him set foot in a church of any denomination. He refused to do anything that could even be considered slightly immoral, and many people took advantage of that. He was a big man, a strong man, and my brother took after him while I was the runt of the litter and took after my mother. My brother did not hold to the same morals as our father, and when he saw how the stevedores mistreated him and all but stole his wages by lying and manipulating him, my brother branched off on a different route and got involved with the Gophers. Well, it wasn't called the Gophers as of yet, but later that is the name the history books knew them by. He told my parents he got work as a driver. My father accepted him at his word. My mother knew he was not telling the truth, but she said nothing. I was five years younger, and all I knew was my paper route in the morning, school until the afternoon, and then I worked in a factory until late. Sundays I had off, but the rest of the time, I was far too busy to pay attention to what my siblings were doing, only that my brother sometimes did not come home at night, and neither did my oldest sister. My younger sisters were employed in the same factory I worked in as schooling was not considered important for them. We'd walk home together sharing whatever small treat we had to eat that day."