The very first words Dark said in the morning was, "I do not want to do this." It wasn't accurate to say they were the first words he said upon waking, because it wasn't quite accurate to claim he had slept.
"We can cancel," Daizi told him.
"No, we cannot," He replied, shutting his eyes, "It would be rude, they are driving such a long way. I just do not know if I am strong enough."
"You are. And I'll be there with you the whole time."
The whole morning Dark was quiet, too anxious to do much else, although he really, truly tried, especially with his daughter who did not understand why her Baba was different. He dressed himself in his usual vampiric clothing with all his standard accoutrements, but then looked in the mirror and wondered if it was too much. Maybe he should dress down. Maybe he should be simpler. He felt almost silly. Then again---this was meant to capture who he was, right? Who he had grown up to be. Well, this was it. He changed his outfit half a dozen times before ending up in what he put on originally, except with only his wedding ring on for an accessory. It still felt wrong, but everything did.
Into the early afternoon he was restless and couldn't sit still for very long, regardless of how he tried to distract himself. When Alec offered to watch Ivy, it was Daizi who responded, "Cooger agreed to come over, he should already be here soon. But you're welcome to join him upstairs."
"None of you need to sit in if you do not want to be," Dark said distantly, "I do not want to upset any of you with it."