Silence
Anonymous Me
When night fell Star was still asleep. Killian pulled Clair out of the little pack and changed her diaper. Before heading out he shoved a little food into her mouth and encouraged her to eat as fast as possible. Grabbing the rag from the sink he quickly wiped her face and dabbed the tips of her fingers before he pushed her back into the little carrier. She seemed to be perfectly happy to let him haul her around like this. One time he remembered Star saying that when Claire was fussy she wanted him to hold her more often. Something about a man's touch and he always thought it was bunch of bullshit that she would use to get him to take the baby when she didn't want to deal with a fussy kid anymore.
It was just dark outside and he figured that the meeting had already started. Killian could hear Cin groan a little and the bear toddled behind him. There was nothing quite like having a baby bobbing on the front of you chest and a bear grunting as it trundled along. He was starting to feel more like a walking nursery. Coming to the edge of a clearing he could see the fire.
There was a serious debate going and Killian waited for a while. He wanted to hear what they were saying. This wasn't really the supremacist meeting he had thought that he was being warned about. Instead it was simply a meeting about who they would follow. Killian wasn't about to let them just sit there and split up. Right now division was a dangerous thing. Living in a little district of their own to practice life as they felt comfortable was one thing and then there was the danger of being divided. If they lost their strength of numbers now it would be far too easy to see the colony destroyed. The humans needed the Chips and the Chippequoti would not be here if it wasn't for some human cooperation. Lowering himself to a squat he listened from his place away from the group for a while. One or two others got up to talk about the merits of either himself or Kavis. It had drug on about long enough for Killian to think that he had heard almost everything he wanted to in both favor and criticism of his leadership and yet one more stood up.
"If we follow Killian there will be war. Its no secret that he has the blood of a restless one." It was how the Chip's described those who had wanderlust and or those that were challenged in staying with a partner. "Born of a male and female who abandon their class and partners for a forbidden relationship. They suffered the consequences and while he was under their protection he should have been killed as well. Instead he was allowed to thrive among a foreign race and now we have a cursed one leading us. Strong blooded, capable, intelligent, and an able liaison; all things we should consider, but we cannot ignore his roots. There are elements of both races and it cannot serve the people for the better." This man was a much younger zealot. He had talked with Kavis several times and he drew his own conclusions as many. "There is an order and because he was allowed to live to adulthood now we must accept him as our own. The order is even worse. He cannot claim that he didn't know our way when he chose to marry the human. Killian has persisted and even gone further in his restlessness than his parents. It is a disease and now he bears a half blood. Can we trust one under a curse to lead us?" Having stayed at the fire longer than some of the others he stepped down sweating though it had drawn the attention of many. They were all well aware that Killian had not married Star before he reached the Chippequoti. There had been a chance for redemption and he continued with his crooked ways.
Finally, he'd had enough and Killian stood up. Walking quietly to the group he stepped into the circle and stood by the fire. "Aye...So I was born of restless ones." That was something he'd caught and he figured that to speak with them he may as well use their own language and terms. "I did choose not to marry my own and I don't know much of my people." There was no way to deny those things, but he could make the most of what he had. "No matter that these things set me apart from the Chippequoti, they also set me apart from the Humans. Perhaps I know of their customs, but I do not abide by all of them and I am learning from Kavis of our own people." Taking a breath he turned slightly to see his bear watching from a distance as it was not fond of getting too close to fires or large gatherings. "You may be concerned for my lack of experience. Then give me a council. Choose among yourselves those that are wise in war, and customs of the people. I have earned my place as the leader and I will continue in that position. If you fear for your way of life then teach me."
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Getting out of bed Anna shuffled into the kitchen. It smelled like pancakes. "Mmmmm." Taking a deep breath she smiled sleepily at him. "Smells good." Anna sat down at the table and pushed a bite into her mouth. "I feel like an overstuffed bear." Putting a hand on her stomach she frowned. "This is pathetic. I don't even show the baby yet and I feel fat." The little woman brought her legs up on the chair so she could kneel on it. Grinning she reached for Kato's hand and put it on her stomach. "See, it doesn't even make a lump hardly. Makes me think you'll have to roll me around when I get really big. Who knows the baby might weigh too much for me and then I'll just flop over when I stand up."
It was just dark outside and he figured that the meeting had already started. Killian could hear Cin groan a little and the bear toddled behind him. There was nothing quite like having a baby bobbing on the front of you chest and a bear grunting as it trundled along. He was starting to feel more like a walking nursery. Coming to the edge of a clearing he could see the fire.
There was a serious debate going and Killian waited for a while. He wanted to hear what they were saying. This wasn't really the supremacist meeting he had thought that he was being warned about. Instead it was simply a meeting about who they would follow. Killian wasn't about to let them just sit there and split up. Right now division was a dangerous thing. Living in a little district of their own to practice life as they felt comfortable was one thing and then there was the danger of being divided. If they lost their strength of numbers now it would be far too easy to see the colony destroyed. The humans needed the Chips and the Chippequoti would not be here if it wasn't for some human cooperation. Lowering himself to a squat he listened from his place away from the group for a while. One or two others got up to talk about the merits of either himself or Kavis. It had drug on about long enough for Killian to think that he had heard almost everything he wanted to in both favor and criticism of his leadership and yet one more stood up.
"If we follow Killian there will be war. Its no secret that he has the blood of a restless one." It was how the Chip's described those who had wanderlust and or those that were challenged in staying with a partner. "Born of a male and female who abandon their class and partners for a forbidden relationship. They suffered the consequences and while he was under their protection he should have been killed as well. Instead he was allowed to thrive among a foreign race and now we have a cursed one leading us. Strong blooded, capable, intelligent, and an able liaison; all things we should consider, but we cannot ignore his roots. There are elements of both races and it cannot serve the people for the better." This man was a much younger zealot. He had talked with Kavis several times and he drew his own conclusions as many. "There is an order and because he was allowed to live to adulthood now we must accept him as our own. The order is even worse. He cannot claim that he didn't know our way when he chose to marry the human. Killian has persisted and even gone further in his restlessness than his parents. It is a disease and now he bears a half blood. Can we trust one under a curse to lead us?" Having stayed at the fire longer than some of the others he stepped down sweating though it had drawn the attention of many. They were all well aware that Killian had not married Star before he reached the Chippequoti. There had been a chance for redemption and he continued with his crooked ways.
Finally, he'd had enough and Killian stood up. Walking quietly to the group he stepped into the circle and stood by the fire. "Aye...So I was born of restless ones." That was something he'd caught and he figured that to speak with them he may as well use their own language and terms. "I did choose not to marry my own and I don't know much of my people." There was no way to deny those things, but he could make the most of what he had. "No matter that these things set me apart from the Chippequoti, they also set me apart from the Humans. Perhaps I know of their customs, but I do not abide by all of them and I am learning from Kavis of our own people." Taking a breath he turned slightly to see his bear watching from a distance as it was not fond of getting too close to fires or large gatherings. "You may be concerned for my lack of experience. Then give me a council. Choose among yourselves those that are wise in war, and customs of the people. I have earned my place as the leader and I will continue in that position. If you fear for your way of life then teach me."
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Getting out of bed Anna shuffled into the kitchen. It smelled like pancakes. "Mmmmm." Taking a deep breath she smiled sleepily at him. "Smells good." Anna sat down at the table and pushed a bite into her mouth. "I feel like an overstuffed bear." Putting a hand on her stomach she frowned. "This is pathetic. I don't even show the baby yet and I feel fat." The little woman brought her legs up on the chair so she could kneel on it. Grinning she reached for Kato's hand and put it on her stomach. "See, it doesn't even make a lump hardly. Makes me think you'll have to roll me around when I get really big. Who knows the baby might weigh too much for me and then I'll just flop over when I stand up."